I wish the summer would end so I’d have more time to check up on you guys. I hope everyone is doing well. I guess I will give you a update on my life. It’s not so good right now. Ryan and I broke up. To make is short I found out he was seeing another girl via his facebook. I am completely bummed about it. I waited all this time for him… and then he does this to me. I’ve known this guy since kindergarten. I’m devastated. He got custody of the cats =( Although I refuse to log this, since the breakup the scale says I’ve gained 6 pounds, and am back up to 170. I find this very hard to believe. It’s not my TOM, and I have been eating very well. The only thing I have changed is exercise. Friday, Saturday, and Sunday I went to music festival. I walked around all day, every day, in the 100 degree heat. I was for sure I’d lose weight. When I weighed myself I almost cried. I don’t know what happened. The upside in all of this is, I have been choosen to do a TOMS shoe drop in New Orleans, and possibly Argentina. I’ve got all year to save. Basically we take TOMS brand shoes (tomsshoes.com) to people in need. I am thrilled. I’ve wanted to do mission work all my life. My dream is to get to Africa and help re-build, and rehabilatate. Also I am moving to Nashville in February. My friend owns a bar there and she offered me a job. David was kind enough to pass my portfolio to some people out there, so I will have some photography/make-up jobs hopefully too <3 A few pictures from this week : my last day with the kittens =( and I wonder why people think I'm a hippie my brother and I my friend Alyssa (she came to visit me this week) Tulsa, Oklahoma : my stomping grounds the building on the very left is where my apartment is a few different shots of it <3 <3 <3
At first I couldn’t believe it. After all, I was good this week. So I thought. In review 1. We had Pizza Hut Supreme Pan for dinner last Thursday. 2. I went to a buffet on Saturday. Although I stayed away from a lot of the high calorie stuff, there’s no such thing as a “safe buffet.” 3. On Sunday, we had coupons for cheeseburgers from one of our favorite local chains. It was the first cheeseburger(s) I had in months. But other than that, I was good. Right. Garbage in, garbage out.
so last night i threw away my bag of nutts! i figured that all the salt and peanut brittles were not helping anddd i don’t want to slow down my weight loss. so today it’s just trader joes chicken ceasar salad…YUM has anyone had it? i life by it its soooo good and filling. i also went to the gym this morning again burned 350 on the treadmill and made an appointment with a trainer for tonight so he can show me how to use all the equipment in the right way. i’m down 7 pounds already…i feel better…and i feel like my new attitude is showing my husband and im doing this for me…”i’m shoving it in his face already!!! woo hoo!!!!!
07/31/2008 
